March 3, 2012

Change of plans.

Hi guys,
I decided not to do a blog about fashion anymore.
I want to have a blog about my life, not that my life
is supercool and full with drama, romantic and all the other cliché things you can think off.
No, my life is the most boring life of a 15-year old girl you can imagine.
My evenings consist of lying on the couch and watching tv, my romantic life is pretty much as boring as that,
I'm not in love at the moment and as far as I know, there isn't a guy in love with me..
I also don't really have male friends so I wouldn't really know how to act around guys.
I do have 2 brothers where I talk to a lot, pretty normal considering the fact I live with them, but what I'm trying to say is that talking to them is way different than talking to guys from my school or just all guys. Do you know what I mean? Probably not, but nevermind.
Back to the point! The reason I want to have a blog about my life is because maybe my life isn't full of action, my head is.
I have tons of thaughts in my head I can't tell to my friends without them looking weird at me and not understand me. So here it is.
I don't really know who I am, what my personality is. I'm really trying to get to know myself because that's kind of normal when you're in puberty. But the problem is, when I ask my friends why they like me or who they think I am, I get to hear a lot of things I'm not. So this made me thinking, what if my friends like me for all the wrong reasons? Because I noticed that my personality depends on who I'm with. For exemple, with my 3 best friends I'm the serious one but than when I'm with my niece, I'm the one who's always thinking positive and happy.. Who the hell am I??

xoxo
Another Girl

1 comment:

imastari said...

i think mostly of teenager also don't who really they are, i mean we're all in our own way to find who really we are.
i'm also 15 year old :) is my life boring? yeah.. it's just like your life.
my friends also usually give me that 'weird' look when i was trying to tell them about what i thought.

anyway, good luck with your blog wich is about your life :D

♥your blog!